Is he gone? Gone from my life? Can't I love him more and fall for him more? No, No i can't be in love with him he's older then you just forget about it.

      Nikaya: ~Is it the right thing to do?
Nikaya:Was falling for him the worst thing that i could do?
      Nikaya: Was loving him the right thing?
Nikaya:Loving him as an older brother is more difficult than i thought.
       Emily: Forget about him he's old he doesn't love you that way.
Nikaya:I know but how can i just forget about the guy that i;ve been in love with for three years?
       Emily:Love him like your older brother it may help.
Nikaya: I've got way too many brothers do i really need another?
       Emily: You make your choice im not going to make you.
Nikaya: Yeah okay I guess i'll love him like my older brother.~


Emily is my eigo trying to tell me to love some one like an older brother but my heart is telling me somthing diffrent.

~Nikaya~